Today: Today is a day that I have written back my thoughts after some null time. Today is a day I feel useless, tired and uninspired. Today I cannot even think of what I would do tomorrow. I start to question myself again if this is what I really want to do in life. If this is what I am supposed to do in life.
10 weeks from now a new person in my life would be coming in the form of a new child. After 3 beautiful boys I get to wonder if I am really setting a good example for them. Am I someone they would like to mimic and be their role model. I even feel like I don't think I want to be someone I want to be myself. So how do I fix this? How do I get out of this predicament that I have put myself in. How do I inspire myself beyond going back to the uninspiring hole that I am in right now?
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